It Has to get better

I just got fired from one of my jobs. I feel so terrible right now. They said I didn't seem like I wanted to be there. It's work... of course I didn't want to be there but that doesn't mean I didn't do the work... I did everything I could to not get fired. I guess I just have to try harder. Find another job and keep going. I feel so horrible though. How could I havelet this happen? I cut today because of it. I need the punishment. Obviously I could have done better....